Waste of time

I was going to write about what a waste of time this all is. That would be a waste of time then. Why write lyrics when you are no musician? Why write anything at all, it's just opinions and stuff and there seems to be too much of that kind of thing as it is. Why create anything in this destructive world, it is all just a waste of time. I just need to get a job and a lobotomy and stop thinking that this creating is going to ever lead anywhere. Just pieces of dreams that refuse to let go of me, hard to shake all of the dead skin off the first time I guess. Maybe I will be a grown up after all one day.